um....yeah

Ok, so I remember early on saying I really wanted to make it through Christmas before I had the baby. The last couple weeks that changed, until the end of last week. Now we are through Christmas and still no baby. I am getting kinda discouraged now. I really don't want an induction, but I don't want to be pregnant for 2 more weeks either. Surely there has to be some kind of compromise there. Yeah, so the baby likes it in there... Doesn't she realize there is more room to stretch out on the outside???? Surely, it has to be better out here than in there. I hate answering my phone, most of the time I don't. I don't really check my e-mails anymore, I guess people have realized I am not answering the phone. I am sooooo tired; everything hurts; any activity makes me feel like I ran a marathon and yet I can't sleep. I am also really irritable...ok, more so than usual. I just am so ready to have this baby that I want to cry!!!!!