I am not ready though. I went ahead and set the induction date because it seemed like that is what everyone wanted me to do. I am really sad about it though. This pregnancy is different than the others. Since, we weren't supposed to be here anyway, I am not ready to give it up. It is the last time I will be "here" again. I just really want my body and the baby to decide when it is time. I am excited to finally get to see the baby though. I have lots of trouble sleeping lately and it seems like everyone in the house is sick. Figures..... I have been up for the last 2 hours with contractions, I finally sit up to try and time them and guess what???? They go away. It really sucks! Either my body needs to go into labor or let me sleep!!!!! My mind is now racing too much to sleep. There is still so much I have to do to prepare for Christmas. I have 2 cakes I need to make and the Christmas cookies for the kids to decorate. I have the stuff for my dressing all ready to go though.
OUCH.......breathe and it will go away.....
Is it labor? Yes or no? Who knows? I have these all the time, so I don't have a clue. If it is I will probably have this baby here cause I just won't believe it. Then again it is probably the same ole' mind games my body seems to be playing lately.
UGH! The snoring..... No wonder I never sleep. When I do it is usually with a pillow over my head. I HATE snoring! Please make it stop!!!!
I am really thinking of cancelling the induction. We are the 4th round so I might not get in anyway, but the idea of inducing is causing me way too much stress and making me really unhappy. I just want to enjoy the last few days of my pregnancy. I know it won't last forever, but I will never have this time back again.
The snoring sounds like a constant nonstop pig farm or something. It is like it shakes the walls. I really HATE it.
OUCH again.....breathe....not in time with the snoring though.
Well, that was a short one, darn!
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